In todays society a woman is expected to cook for her family, clean the house, raise the children and also have a job. I'm terrified of that I know I wont be a good wife I can barely take care of myself. I cant cook I cant clean I'm just a pretty face and that's all I will ever be. Todays society judges you by your looks, yes I am 5" 90 something pounds, a size 0 and I'm gifted with average size lady lumps but is that all I am in this world..? I'm just a woman with big dreams that I can never accomplish. Yeah I can work hard to be the best at what I'm doing ,but I'm just a woman. Sometimes I wish I was a man for just a day to see how different I would be treated. As a woman you have everything handed to you if your "beautiful" you never have to lift a finger never have to work a day in your life, but think about it I was pampered as a child I was sheltered from the world I didn't know how to do simple tasks like wash the dishes. Yeah it was cool at first never having to do anything. Now I'm 16 a junior in high school and I can barely take care of myself . I will graduate from high school in a few years,but I'm scared to be an adult I'm scared to live on my own I'm scared to be a wife to be a mother,I know that I can not meet society's standards of a wife. Me a mother...? I don't think I would be a good mother at all and that's sad knowing that I wont make my mother proud that I cant make it on my own I feel that I will disappoint my mother.I feel as if she will blame herself for me not being ready for the big wide world. I just hope one day I can love myself and not want to change what I see in the mirror.
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