Cutting: Think before you do it .

I will be straight up. I used to cut , but in that moment in time I thought it was the best thing to do. I told myself its better to hurt myself then to take my anger out on others, but I didn't realize that by cutting myself I was really hurting others. My mother gave me this perfect body that most people don't have, they are sick or they cant feed themselves stuff like that, but here I am depressed and I ruin this perfect body over a boy. Cutting is selfish...  others out there are dying and your hurting yourself because you didn't get what you want. If you cut just to feel something you don't intend to kill yourself then get some help because others cut and kill themselves by hitting a vein and they die... How does your family react to this? My mother told me do you really want to put me through the pain and suffering of planning your funeral? A mother should never have to bury their baby. I'm not saying all this just to be rude or anything I'm just saying I've been there, I've been in the dark and its scary ,but when you think about killing yourself or hurting yourself just remember even if you think no one will care, no one will cry, no one will miss you... just think. Whenever I think of hurting myself I try to think of 5 people that will miss me and if I can think of 5 I don't do it. There will always be someone there to help.  

Here's just a few of suicide prevention hot lines out there don't be another lost to this mental war

 

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Crisis Call Center 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863

Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696